昨日黄昏

"我爱你, 不因为你乖巧也不因为你可爱只因为你是你,我的孙子."

我仿佛能听到我已故的奶奶说着这句话. 虽然她从没说过, 但我知道她是这么想的. 因为她的行动已证明了一切. 她的爱犹如一个美丽的黄昏. 暖暖的包围着我, 轻轻的呵护着我, 永远只想我快乐和幸福. 但从我失去您的那一天, 我又要如何快乐? 如何幸福? 虽然这灿烂的黄昏已成为过去, 但我仍然忘不了它. 忘不了这温柔的昨日黄昏.

虽然我知道以后我可能会遇到下一个黄昏, 但它不一样. 它永远也不能跟我奶奶的黄昏相比. 就算它有多么的漂亮美丽, 我心里的第一位永远是我奶奶无私与温柔的昨日黄昏.

The leaving of a true friend

Its been 1 years and 4 months since I've known you and you have given me 1 years and 4 months of joy. Our meeting was through the hands of fate and through that same pair hands we are about to part. I know you will lead a good life in Taiwan and I should wish you all the best but deep down, I will really miss you. Kim Koon, I really hope you will lead a better life in the future, a life that is better than the one you are leading now or that you have led before.

I remember the first time I seriously sat down and listened to your story. It was a tale of pain and sacrifice yet it also spoke of perseverance and selflessness. As my respect for your strength grew, so did my heartache. You made me realize how blessed I was yet at the same time you extricated my weakness so clearly for me to see. I was nothing in the shadow of you.

As our friendship grew, I started to do things for you from the bottom of my heart. Things I wouldn't imagine myself doing for just a friend. Slowly, you have taken a special place in my heart. You have written a beautiful yet sad chapter in my life-book. I always felt that I haven't done enough for you, for a friend like you and for the friendship between us. Can you forgive me?